Sunday, June 17, 2007

Fathers are Lover's not Fighter's

A whole weekend of praise and worship, thanks to Anson for dragging me along to the PlanetShaker conference it wasn’t only fun, it was spiritual also. From there I have learn something about myself since I join City Harvest, I came to realize that my spirit for worship have actually matured a lot and changed I don’t really jump much anymore and don’t really feel the need to be shy also. I have come to worship God in my own true way and the way which I am most comfortable with. Besides that I come to love slow songs more now a day and can actually get in touch with the inner spirit rather than just energizing it with fast and spirit lifting songs. Planetshakers was good, I still love the way Pastor Matt Fielder preach in the super humorous way and also his childlike and outreaching method he was preaching about how we should give and give with all our heart and spirit. Oh the church we went to was RLC I think, what’s with church and long names… it was big that I can say, I was in awe at the lighting OMG so many lights but they didn’t use it to the fullest.

The main attraction which was the planetshaker worship team did really well esp. when there was a short circuit and everything went silent they still manage to entertain the crowd till the very end. I was also amaze by Mike Webber for the first time, I been hearing about him from Anson for so long and now only I realize how great of a drummer he is. The way he plays the drums is like he’s firing a machine gun with unlimited ammo. Overall it was great but very tiring and I think I am getting sick also flu plus headache. Oh! I bought the new album “savior of the world” the graphic and video editing is the best among the entire album and this time their style is very different. By the way, note to yourself to not take Planetshakers as a super star or anything, they are there to bring us closer to God and not to entertain us! It seems like people is treating PS like a super star or something and it looks like they don’t like it either.

Overall of my entire week was quite bad, there is an internal conflict going on in the group and I’ve been praying that it will be solve soon, hopefully that friend will realize what she is doing. I am getting quite bored with my class mates even thought I am starting to get to know them better now a days but I am just not quite in the mood any more after the conflict started. I have to redo all of Debbie’s assignment which really pisses me off, but I got an 8.5 for my inking project which made me quite happy because I spend like four bloody hours ok!

Today is a great day because it’s father’s day, since coming to KL I think I am starting to appreciate my parents more not because I miss them but because I don’t get to listen to them nagging anymore hahahaha. But yeah I still think my parents are good because they actually supported a jack ass like me till now. So I thank God for today, and I actually told God happy father’s day as if I really mean it, I am starting to think that coming to KL has made me a lot better and also a lot worse in some way. Pastor preaches a good message today about fatherhood, a father is a creator, leader, ruler, protector, and last but not least A FATHER MUST BE A LOVER. I like to point out about this as most Asian fathers think that you can’t show your soft side to your children because they may over power you. This I got to agree partially because I was brought up by that type of father, since my secondary school life I manage to lock my dad out of my life because of this reason and a few others. But ever since form five I started to realize that what he is actually doing is only for my own good, my dad will never say I love you directly but he does it indirectly, just like when he give me something important to do like designing his logo he could actually paid a good designer to do a nice logo for him but instead he gave it to me to do. That’s how my dad show’s his love to me and that’s what I hated about him since young I’ve been giving him present for every special occasion. I always like to do special stuff for my family but during my secondary life everything crumpled and I just stopped caring for them. I am actually very grateful now that I still have the chance to say thank you to them and repay whatever I did wrong. A FATHER MUST BE A LOVER NO MATTER WHAT, FOR GOD SAKES TROW UR PRIDE AWAY BT DON’T TROW THE DECIPLINE.

Overall City Harvest Church is helping me to grow in spirit a lot, it could be the church, it could be the people, it could be the pastor but I am thinking that it could just be God.

Monday, June 11, 2007

Four Hours of inking

This is the thumbnail for design 1 class 5 out of 8 i didn't choose it just randomly took out as my other eye is sleeping now and it's 3a.m. took me from evening all the way to morning but i had break in between, inking isn't as easy as i thought especially when every mark count in your final results. After these gets approve it will be made into a pattern box for out minor project.



*my fingers need a massage! not to mention my little pinky has a blue black now

Lunch at Pyramid Nandos, Sheer Ree always run's off....

*Me, Asha and Cheryl


*ok so i am a wuss! hahaha you know i cant eat spicy

Sunday, June 10, 2007

Assignment Deadline's amuses ME

I just realize that blogspot allowed custom header to be put up
I am changing to a weekly update from now on because I don’t think I’ll have the mood to update three times per week unless we quickly plan out stuff to do on our weekdays. I am getting quite used to my college life now; my hands and fingers are now much more flexible and attuned to my art work besides that my creative flow seems to be unfrozen now.

My assignment are starting to pile up as I have tons of redo and just got a minor project from Irene for Design 1 Lecture. We are going to make a box, with black and white pattern I have decided to stick with splatter design and chess piece. For now it’s still in a sketch form even tough I have to submit the clean thumbnails on Tuesday, imagine drawing eight different designs by Tuesday.

Today was quite a draggy day as it’s been raining since noon. I went out with Jere and Hilda for Lunch today at a mamak store thank god they brought me out to eat or I would have starve at home. After that was the start of my assignment day, every Sunday would be assignment day as I would try to catch up with my pile of assignment that I’ve been keeping since last week. This will last until I decide to weather to join children ministry or not. So assignment day has just ended as I am typing out my blog which is 11.45pm. I manage to wrap up the evil Debbie’s work and a rough sketch for Irene’s work.

Now we go back to Saturday and Friday, Friday was a good day because the sun didn’t come out and it was very cooling. Class was fun and I manage to meet another new friend beside that Art History is actually quite fun because a Horny basket is actually teaching us so almost every art has boobies! Yeay boobies! Hahahaha and his jokes aren’t lame cause that’s the way he thinks and teach. I am starting to understand still drawing but my hands are still quite messy with the strokes, I can’t be a clean person and I am lacking in hand and eye coordination. At night I went to my first cell meeting, it was packed as we had to combine three cell into one not to mention like ninety percent of my cell member is Indon except me, Jere, Hilda and Tommy OMG when they speak, its super fast and you can only understand a fraction of their BM even though it’s not BM. They are fun people even when they tell jokes in Indon you still laugh because it’s like super super funny when they say it.

Saturday I went to 1Utama with CJ and the group, it was fun we had lunch together and walked around the four star flea market, well we were practically finding places to seat actually while waiting for the girls to shop. Didn’t join them for movie as I need to rush back for Church, please don’t get me started on unfriendly taxi drivers and their Fing charging system. In Kl do not find taxi drivers who are just waiting around the taxi stand and do nothing cause those are actually illegal taxi even thought they have that big fugly red cab and white uniform those are drivers who just do it as a part time job. Always remember to go by the meter as it’s cheaper and much more accurate then what they actually say, besides that taxi drivers are actually earning a three hundred percent profit already even thought with a meter. I had asked around ten good and honest taxi driver who told me they earn like minimum RM200 per day which is tax free because taxi run on petrol and gasoline, gasoline cost only RM7 for a full tank it’s like riding a fing bike! And you can travel all the way to Melaka and still have half a tank to spare OMFG! Those Fing liars! Still Taxi’s here are way better than KK as you now those are like Fing Con men.

Oh and I learn a lot in this week service, I like pastors Kevin preaching it isn’t as deep as pastor William and more towards the younger generation but I still fall asleep at both preaching because I am never good with people who talks on stage no matter how good or fun it may be, I lack in concentration power. Pastor preaches about the Pursuit of Happiness and how it’s actually a must to rise among the ranks but by doing it side by side God. A person with High Ranking position is best to serve the Lord as he is secure financially and in power, a person with such ranking should never look down on the smaller people but serve them well as in turn they will do the same.

“The Heart cause you to see certain things in life which you may have been missing all this time”

This I quote from pastor Kevin and agree 100% because I have been there and done that which I think many people have before, for example when you are out finding a brand new phone all your heart see’s is hand phone hand phone hand phone even when you are out walking and see’s a person holding a certain model of a Nokia phone you instantly know what model it is, specs and price because your heart is searching for a new phone. So this must be put into your relationship with God, having a heart for God means you see everything as God wants you to see. The teaching by Pastor Kevin and Melvin is not very different because both are aim at the young and old and straight forward unlike Pastor William who touches deeper on the Bible and Fathering of God’s people.

Oh and don’t give me those crap about me being Holy just because I go to Church almost twice a week, which part of me says that I am Holy? I just believe in my God and partially follow his rules and teaching. So don’t call me a Hypocrite by talking about how Fing taxi drivers are and in the next line telling about God’s teaching, cause I blame it all on the Westerner for making Christ the super goody goody religion until everyone thinks we are like a super holy religion. Call me Holy and I’ll whack you.

And I proudly present to you what I find funny for the past weekdays.

*why we DON'T have human models for still life drawing. srry Cheryl just had to post it up! its so funny hahaha
*"assignment deadline amuses me"-Henry. this quote was influence by Miss Debbie as she keeps giving us assignment and keeps rejecting our submission.

*OH and for the Hell we go through a salary of RM1500 really isn't enough. I Purpose a revolt of the Designers to get better pay for the Work and Thinking we have to do just so that our Boss can trow the idea away. Yeah Studying Art and Design isn't a stroll in the park so don't join us because you failed your SPM and say all you can do is draw.

Monday, June 4, 2007

Rocket Sains is ABC compared to PMS

“His bony hand grabbed my neck as he squeezes it, I was gasping for air and then he spoke to me. *you filthy creature! I was here even before you or your grandmother was born* you stole our land and put us into slavery! Now you shall pay* he squeeze harder and harder and finally”

-little green man by Soo Kelvin


Drama people! Drama! That’s what I call it, the suspense! The horror! The money! This is Design school! Not Hollywood Baby, not H-o-l-l-y-w-o-o-d!


"For what us design students are paying to go through hell, you employers out there better appreciate us"
-Sheer Ree


Ok so I maybe little over reacting, this is one of the scenes for my presentation in Communication Skill Class about a horror story where I met a gremlin right outside my street junction which is semi true because every time I pass by that junction, it would just turn off by its own. Quite normal actually, I had heard of traffic lights doing that also.
My weekend was fun I had to rush a pile of assignment which I think I did badly so I am going to have to redo everything when I get it back, did I mention I hate copy and pasting hand drawing arghhh I don’t have hand and eye coordination for those type of things.


Saturday I manage to meet up with Vern who was down in KL for a week, we went to 1Utama and I manage to shop for three brand new shirts radioactive was selling them for buy 1 free 2, YES! Amazing isn’t it and they said those type of offer will never happen. After that we went to eat Nando’s which I had to wait for a menu for almost three minutes before I said out loud how unfriendly the waiters are. (May I add that I think Sunway’s Nandos is the best! Because it’s finger licking good till the bones, Sg. Wang’s is too dry and 1 Utama’s is lacking of flavoring ) Chris joint us shortly afterwards and all three of us were wearing brown! Now that was weird, super brown day.
*brown day!

Next we went around window shopping while waiting for del a new friend who I finally know after hearing it mention numerous time by Ann and Vern, besides that she brought with her a new friend named Cherry, reminds me of PowerPuff Girls “Blossoms, Buttercup, Bubbles” oh crap did I just say that out loud? Church was super cold as it was raining and half the congregation was at Emerge Singapore; I can’t wait for Emerge KL. Dinner at some hawker centre that was playing a remix of all my grandfathers’ song was really disturbing “imagine you will follow me~~ merge together with some techno beat” it was quite catchy but really really lame.


Sunday I woke up early and join Darryl for lunch at Sunway Hotel which was a complimentary buffet meal by the hotel itself, among all the hotel buffet that I had eaten I think this one is among the top three because the food is hot and not soggy not to mention the food quality seems to be a lot better than Hyatt’s. After that I met up with Mimi or Mimi Mi from Austin power as I like to call her, she’s among my good friend in class and my mid night massage buddy as she likes to sleep late like me. she accompanied me to the saloon named Vas Felix, the boss lady was very generous and gave me a haircut, wash, and highlight for only RM45 student price she said and a very nice job indeed I like my hair now as it is shorter and tidier unlike my old and messy long hair.
*Red highlight and short hair!

Planetshakers and Hillsongs in Sunway this coming weekend and next weekend? This I still can’t believe but according to a few of my sources and Anson they said yes! And I want to GO! It’s FREE! Who wants to go with me?


And to go on with my daily rambling I would like to present everyone with the word Hate, Hate is dangerously infectious; it’s a virus that spreads like a damn flu bug! Beware people! Put on your safety and remember to never say hate but the word dislike. P.S I am starting to hate people for no reason, how stupid of me.


I’ve been acting strangely during the past few days, crazy as you may say and much more talkative? I think I may be changing as I stay on in KL as many of my friends tells me “KL Changes life and people, inner and outer alike” I hope it just change for the better. Oh and the most awkward thing I ask a bunch of my girlfriends is that how the heck does PMS works? All I got was answers that rocket scientist couldn’t even answer and that a map can’t even direct. Besides that, Questions like Sex, Relationship and Marriage, of the things to ask girls.


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Born in Kota Kinabalu, Sabah unlike the whole Soo family. YES! Unlike my sister and parents who are born in West Malaysia. My dad’s from Melaka, mom from Ipoh and I have no idea where’s my sis born… I am the only person in my whole family that is born in East Malaysia. I am your typical quite kid who can be emo or stupidly crazy at times. besides that I am a very forgetful person. I love design anything that attracts the eye’s of this generation, past and future is loved by me. currently in The One Academy doing my Foundation year.I don’t have a very complicated life as most may think all I do is sleep, eat, and numerous boring activities which I find quite entertaining to my self. Love to start projects, reading real life story, gaming, slow mind boggling stuff like chess and strategic games not to mention I really despise chili! (Keep that in mind)