Back Sliding

I was on the brink of falling as I slip down the slopes to failure; luckily I still had a friend out there to grab my hand. It’s been pretty bad for me for the past two weeks when I had to dislodge myself from my usual group of friends, so now everyday it’s quite hard for me to go out for lunch as I have to change my position every day. Besides that, our term is almost up with final projects, redo’s, extra credit assignment and the normal assignment not to mention the compilation of all these finally got to be handed up. I am rushing everything now, in hope that I would not fail this term. But the most fucked up thing about the whole two weeks was that everyone was pissing me off, from the stupid moron that SMS me daily, *i am doing this not for you but because i dont want you two to have a problem over a small matter, so if you do not stop it i will not hold back*, stupid retards retake student who speak without going through their comment sense, my constantly gossiping bunch of friend until I totally snapped at them. Oh it was my fault all right and I am happy that I made that choice because apparently people like those are worth a lot of trouble.

So back to my life, I had a few interesting events happening also. Among those highlight was salsa night with a few of second class student, group studies which happened a lot, movies, and meeting of a few new friends. Besides that Emerge KL is in full swing and it’s a lot of fun, I manage to join chess and shoe design (was actually pulled into joining man hunt O.o and SMS shootout but I am going to reject those) *yeah I know that really made you laugh.

The weekend for me had been quite good, after taking my own week break from all that assignment I was able to concentrate in cell, church and my spiritual self. Pastor Kevin Loo is not to say a great preacher but what he preaches is what we are really going through in our life and that he really understand what this generation of people needs. The way he preach is very relax, just as if he was talking to his own group of friends wearing just a jeans and t-shirt up on stage to preach but do not be fooled by what I said because the way he dress is as if he was a rock star, he’s dressing is simple yet out of the crowd unlike many others.

Just last week he shared about what was in my mind ever since I was a Christian. He preaches about us Christian being too safe living in a self contain society that we deny what is happening around us. I find this very true with certain Christian around Malaysia and sadly I have to say GCC is one of them, this isn’t wrong actually but it also clash with what God wants us to do which is to reach out to the lost. Even pastor William knows of this and is changing. That’s why he sends a few of the staff member to CHC Singapore for training. What CHC is teaching us here is that we shouldn’t be living in our safe zone but step out of our comfort zone. I am sorry to stopped half way but the matter seems to be too delicate to be explain here, if you really want to know by all means contact me or even better come and join us at CHCKL every Saturday 5.30 to 7.30, Sunday 9.30 to 11.30 and 11.30 to 1.30. But do remember to keep an open mind if u wants to come for a church visitation. Oh I still love GCC, after all it’s my first spiritual home, just that time is changing and if we do not act we will be left behind.

Today’s service was long but good, “the pursuit of spiritual maturity” a journey which is undertaken until the end of your life. Maturity cannot progress in the absence of trails and testing, mature believers take initiative. Spiritual maturity is not just the ability to hear God’s voice, but to execute God’s intensions. Other than that I also learned that emotions and experience should not always be trusted, instead God’s words should be put first into consideration.

As Pastor said “Your experience may be true but it can never replace the truth”

So much words and I still haven’t said what I did today, I woke up quite early today when Jere called me up for breakfast, he arrived at my door step quite early and I had to quickly take my morning shower. Called Doreen to join us for breakfast at Medan food court and Jere brought Hilda along also. Then we went to Pyramid to buy tickets for afternoon show of the Simpsons movie. After that went to Academy Library to borrow book and do a little research and meeting up with Shee Ree. I also went to cut my hair today, tried a new hair stylist and he did quite a good job as he explain in detail why he cut my hair in certain ways and all. Just like having a teacher teaching me about hair styling hahahaha. We watched the 1.40pm movie, the Simpsons were as I would say “Random” nothing special just your normal slap stick jokes of randomness which gets boring after a while. The funniest thing about the movie outing was that the four of us were split up, me and Doreen taking one end of the row and Shee Ree with Ah Fatt at the other end of it, we had to shout to communicate to each other but surely not during the movie. After that went for a drink at Uncle Lim’s, quite normal and pricy also as most of the food in Sunway is expensive. During the cluster meeting in church I manage to meet a few new cluster mates and was drag to join a fashion competition, (Harajuku = Japanese fashion aka. Lala fashion) the funniest was that they drag me into joining man hunt. *I will not talk about this anymore! Laugh all u want!

Do you want me to get started on Harry Potter? among the best children fairy tale i have read "simple yet challenging" and for those Christian parents that are banning thier kids from reading it? the more you stop them, the more lost they become so why not let them read it and then teach them properly for God's sake its just a children fairy tale! I for one do not addore it but the way she writes is just so mind grabbing and story wise, its very emotional, full of action and brings back so many lost memories of mine that i had during my childhood years. I give it a good 8 out of 10, had to because there were so many stupid grammar mistakes and miss spelled.

Splash Time

The hot weather is back and I miss the rain already, even though it’s raining a lot back in Sabah but over here it’s like a little hell just appeared, it didn’t rain for the past four days already.

Monday was splash time organize by One Academy very own Student Service Department, it didn’t suck but they didn’t plan it properly. It wasn’t what I expected they didn’t split the group properly and it was suppose to get us to know the lecturers and other course mate better but the only people I manage to get to know is my very own class mates, a few people from second class and a photographer. They should split every one up so that we can mingle around more.
The whole day was fun, we ran around the whole park looking for clues and riding the park’s ride. My group members were Kahrou, Kellie, Judy, Joyce and me, crap the only guy again. We had to find four clues located around the Whole Park and 1 hour 45 min to find it. All went well we had a head start but ended up among the last because we suck in finding stuff hahaha. But overall was fun, after the whole thing we went around riding the rides and then meeting up with the other class mates at the surf beach.

Our day ended as we got ready to have our lunch, talk about day light robbery food there cost a bomb, RM6 for a burger! Damn those crazy people in Sunway. After that I went home to catch quick nap before rushing off for prayer meeting. Prayer meeting was like usual; Hilda left for Hong Kong today so this week no more cell. After cell we went to SS2 Sri Murni for dinner/ yim cha/ supper. It was nice but service there is quite slow since there are only two waiters and a lot a lot of people, I ordered the mango special and Banana mix strawberry special everyone stared at amazement because that was a lot of drink. All I could say was “I am super thirsty these few days” ate Nasi Goreng Chicken Marry land which was so much that I couldn’t finish it and then we went back home.

Reach home around mid night and I started my pattern box which was my midterm assignment, and I screwed up badly. I was rushing it under stress and tired condition, ended up falling asleep on the table and doze off. The next day I woke up at 10a.m already being late I quickly finished off the pattern box in an hour and went to class, thank God that Irene accepted my late submission it was really bad the workmanship totally suck and it was very messy not to mention incomplete….. Haiz stupid replacement class. I spent the rest of my day with Doreen; we went to buy groceries and had to carry the big bag all the way to her house under the super hot sun. Fell asleep at her place because she had air con and I was super tired. Ended up waking at 7 and she cooked dinner for me~ Yummy we had pasta with conned beef sauce, I tried making dessert for the both of us with longan and cincau but failed cause I didn’t cut the cincau small enough. Went home around 10pm and clean up my room.

Went I said clean I didn’t mean just a broom and mop, I turned my room upside down and clean out every nook and cranny. Change the bed sheet washed everything including the toilet, OH THE HORROR! I don’t think I would push on the subject of sharing a toilet with a girl…. I remodeled my room to make it bigger and added in a few stuff like a paper rack, thumb board, picture frame. Happy! I finished cleaning at 2a.m

*top left: aurelia, bot left: Judy, top mid: Kellie, mid bot: Joyce, Right: Kahrou. Me? Holding the camera of cause. i really wanted to make a humourous picture out of this but seeing them kept making me laugh so i just posted it up.
*this is the kiddie's roller coster~ i know! so degrading! hahaha

SOMETHING TO LAUGH AT

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.Book? What book!? Oh ok… Halo: Ghost of Onyx – “over end erupting into fiery pinwheels”

2.Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you reach?I hit the bloody wall!

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV? TV?! Eerrrmmm so rare to find one, i watched NT7 news4. Without looking, guess what time it is:2 am

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?2.50 am

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?my ceiling fan

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?an hour ago, to hang my clothes and trow the rubbish

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?my own blog, http://s-o-o.blogspot.com

9. What are you wearing?Planet shakers Tshirt and broadshorts 10. Did you dream last night?Dream? I didn’t even have time to sleep!11. When did you last laugh?When i was looking at the picture taken in sunway lagoon12. What are on the walls you are in?Soft wood, thumb board, mirror, curtain?

13. Seen anything weird lately?define weird…. Everyday is weird to me

14. What do you think of this quiz?*yawn, boring…. Lame… stupid..15. What is the last film you saw?Fantastic 4

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?What cant you buy?!17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.Tell you? i don’t even know you.

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?The people in it

19. Do you like to dance?Yupz

20. George Bush:Good Jokes about him

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?Kelvina~ ahaha

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?errrmmm no idea…

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?doing sumthing like that nw but YES I WOULD!

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?Woo hoo Kelvin is here!! Lets Party ppl!

25. 6 people I wanna tag:Screw taggies it cost suffering and pain!

A hypocrite, and proud of it!

I am a hypocrite and I won’t deny it! I teach but I do not practice, I tell but do not do, I promise but I break it. This is my character, not a flaw for I am not happy about it but proud of it because even a hypocrite can teach another something better in life. Hypocrite in the Greek word means acting, some may say I am a wolf in sheep clothing but why not a sheep in wolf clothing? I would view myself more of a sheep in wolf clothing because I do bad things but in nature I would love to do a lot more good things, who wouldn’t?

A hypocrite I may be, and a hypocrite I shall be! Proud to be one so why don’t you live with it?! At least you learn from what I thought you.

The past two weeks been bad for me, had a few modification with my social life here as I been moving about from group to group I don’t think sticking to one group of friends in appropriate. Had a minor argument with my friend in the group. And then my bank account is almost empty again, my spending has increase from RM20 per day to RM45 per day. Besides that annoying people are popping up again, my relationship is having problem. I haven’t bought water for the past one month, out of candy supply.

But today was the best of all day! I got robbed for the first time in my neighborhood, had RM40 ripped away from me…. the guy asked for my hand phone but years of playing with knife thought me that a kitchen knife is damn lousy when it comes to cutting meat so I went ahead and kick him off his bike. I don’t mind giving my money away but my hand phone?! That’s unacceptable, had to kick him off and asked him to go away before I call my friend out. Why I was robbed? Of all day I decided to dress like a nerd today without combing my hair, short khaki pants, and leather shoes, oh and I think the stripe shirt did the job for making me nerdy…. Not to mention I went to buy lunch for my friend at the other end of the Taman and had to carry my file and bag. I knew something like that would happen cause as I was walking I saw the biker kept staring at me as he ride pass, who wouldn’t rob you when your hands are full and you look like a nerd? Hahaha but overall I am thankful that nothing serious happen, just that I didn’t take down the guys license plate to tell the police.

After that incident happen right outside the gate of my friend’s house I called her out and gave her the lunch. We had lunch together and then I did my assignment there as she had the great and mighty air conditioning unit there. Oh I miss my air- con! We had a good lunch and laugh about it also, and also how dangerous our neighborhood was. I started my assignment soon after that and at the end we ended up playing cards because it was boring. We played speed and cho tai dee, lose to her in speed but I won in cho tai dee, years of playing in class didn’t go to waste. Losers get their hand painted with nail polish; by the way remember not to paint nail polish on your skin as it is hard to remove!

Dinner at the nearby hawker centre and I went back home, overall a good day don’t you think?
So my weekend was good, Pastor Kong came down from Singapore to preach about the cultural mandate, even thought I manage to attend only one out of eight session it still blessed my life to know that God wants us to move in a new way, the market place is an untapped resource for gathering new friends and it’s a very successful area as everyone in this world depends on the market place. But I still prefer Pastor Kevin’s preaching as its more closer to home and more focused on the students and young adults. We had dinner around 10p.m and it was great as I get to know my cell member’s more closely even thought they are going to leave soon I am glad I have met them.

But before church I went out with Dory Dory for lunch and movie, lunch was quite ok as we ate at the cha siu fan shop. Movie turned into bowling as all the tickets were sold out and she didn’t know how to bowl so I thought her the basic of it. Overall a fun day and I bought new socks.

This week is exploration week, a time where we get a week holiday that don’t feel like a holiday. We were given a week off to do research and create mock up for out final project furthermore all midterm project must be finished by the end of the week. So yeah no holiday for me! Just that I get to wake up late and do more assignment.

*rou did such a wonderfull job on this and i wudnt want to ruin it~ and the hero on the left is Ron hahaha. dinner at Zanmai, great place to hang out and have dinner with*this is the result of our cho tai dee game*this is the result of playing cho tai dee with me =D